things I know about me.

• I love listening to soundtracks. You know, songs without lyrics.
• I have a fear of cars, as in being in a car accident. Got this feeling that this is how I die, who knows aye?
• I love pianos, they give me this sensation I can't explain.
• I fiddle, babble and I hate it.
• I can probably go a day or two without eating anything at all.
• I have a very very fast metabolism. I eat and I eat and I stay skinny.
• I over analyse everything.
• I think way far into the future.
• and sometimes what I think comes true. literally.
• I had a vision once and it's probably going to haunt me for the rest of my life.
• I love my mother to death but my dad's a total different story.
  
• I vomit pretty easily. I vomit when I do exercise, cough, laugh or finds myself in a closed room or something. Im pretty sensitive.
• Im scared that Ill end up like my dad and that's something I seriously dont want to happen.
• right now I may call myself a shopaholic, I cant go in a shop and not buy something. maybe this is some kind of revenge for not going to London afterall.
  
• I keep my heart guarded, I dont trust anyone, not even myself sometimes and that's a problem.
• Thats why I keep blogs and online journals, I find myself comforted by the thought of speaking about my problems to people who don't know me rather than to those that do know me.
• I don't have patience and I do have mood swings which im trying to control.
• Im obsessed about History, mostly the victorian era and such.
• and I don't like blonde, too funny, sensitive, shy and bossy men.
  
• oh and I love love loveee reading books :)