London, I will see you soon :D

Flight

Thinking of going to England this christmas :)

Sienna Miller.

I want a tattoo similar to Sienna Miller's. I find these tiny 3 stars adorable.

I didnt fail but Im still a failure.

I feel like my thoughts are pounding into my skull, i feel like i have the pressure of the world on my shoulders. so many things to do, so many people to converse with, so many friends to worry about, so much school stuff to do and studying to be done. will I make it? Probably not, but it's still worth a try.

Eye candy

Ever wonder why?

• Why the sun lightens our hair but darkens our skin?
• why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
• why do sheep stay fluffy when it rains?
• why don't you ever see the headline 'psychic wins lottery?
• are children who act in R rated movies allowed to see them?
• why are people so afraid of mice, yet we all love mickey mouse?
• isn't it funny how the word 'politics' is made up of the words POLI meaning many, and TICS as in bloodsucking creatures?
• why is it when we talk to God we are praying but when he talks to us we are crazy?
• If you can't drink and drive, why do bars have parking lots?
• since americans throw rice at weddings, do asians throw hamburgers?

:)

I feel much better this morning :)
Yesterday was unexpectedly Good. Went to beachbar and met with some old friends and cousins whom I havent seen since December. Afterwards went to Grotta and was also unexpectedly Good :D On the whole, it was a great night out :)

Today.

I hate this Flu. It has consumed all my energy. I hate feeling vulnerable, you know. Im weak and helpless. I don't know if I should go out tonight. But it's been ages since I had a saturday night off and I need this.
Just started reading one of Stephen King's novels, The dead zone. it's actually really great. I never thought Id like Horror fiction more than romance. lmao.
But here I am, wasting a day reading instead of resting really, if I am to go out tonight.

Gave in.

Couple of days ago I went to Malta with two of my friends. I only brought with me 50 euros on purpose, so that I won't be able to spend my money on shit. But I found this purple studded shirt that I had to buy, it was over 65 euros, but It was too tempting. I used my cashlink card.
Now Im almost broke.
I must try to steer away from shops until summer ends.

Drools.

Olivier martinez.


Jared


Hayden.


marlon texiera.


Ben Hill.

Robert Pattinson as Edward cullen offc. He's much sexier in the vampire version.


and 2 Old time favs :)

Found this on xanga.

and this list is actually the reason why I won't quit smoking.

• I'm not having a kid any time soon (Really. I'm only 18).
• I don't eat as much (Hello, it's about keeping it skinny).
• It won't make a difference to me aging (actually I look young. I pass for 16).
• Sometimes, I'm just bored, so I smoke.
• It makes me less angrier, of a person (I'm not sure if it makes sense).
• If I quit now, I'll end up smoking WAAAY more in the future. So, I might as well not quit, unless I have a perfectly good reason.

The time travellers wife.

I'm totally psyched out to the maxiumum to see this movie and it's driving me nuts. I'm wondering if I should read the book or not. Do you think I should read the book, possibly spoiling the movie, or should I just wait until the movie comes out? hmm.

much love.

After ''helping'' at ARKA we were feeling quite exhausted, and sat on the roof and took some pics. best result :) love you babey!

weight problems.

I have lost five kilos. Oh God

List,

• Acceptance of thyself
• Stop acting dead
• read more and write more
• buy a black leather jacket
• become more independent
• do all the ECDL exams
• Start running
• Eat Healthier
• Don't hold back
• Exerience life, not just live it
• buy a camera
• Go to England
• start studying Biology
• do some revision of the first year
• be more friendly and social to other people, eventhough they surely don't deserve my sympathy.
• spend a few weeks away from dad.

I will never have perfect teeth;

will never have clear eye sight;

will never have clear skin;

& I will never have the perfect figure either.

But I must love and accept myself the way I am.

.. and I still got a long way to go.

Gold is in fashion. I bought a really cute necklace for just 10euros and some gold bangles as well. when Im shopping and I find something I really really like, the feeling is so strong, it's like meeting a really HOT guy for the first time. hahaha, just joking.
anyways, I cut my fringe. and I pretty much don't like it. It makes my face look so small. hurry up and grow!
Im trying to go out and have fun as much as possible cos this year in school I must try my best to pass. I must, I must! If I fail, I will seriously give up in school. im not going to repeat my 5th year there for sure.

so please God, help me make it.

I neved thought I'd find myself so much in love with this guy. He's everything I want and need. I love you Aron :)

Gemma ward. she's perfect.

I'm so terrified for next year in school. im scared that I won't make it to uni. Im not good enough, and if I do make it there, would I handle all those presentations? nope!
Life is too haaaaard.
Im not eating at all. I already lost a few kilos. Now I hate looking myself in the mirror.