sweetnothings<3

I am eating quite a lot ! I eateateateat and never seem to stop. I don't need a diet,as im too thin allready. But people are starting to think that im bulimic or smething.
How lame can they get?

I want the beach and the sun on my face! tomorrow please hurry up? before that thing comes along. -.-

Panic was a Bore. seriously. there were like lots of children wondering about.
Even Ritz! with every month that passes by im seeing less people my age and more 12 and 13 year olds! gosh.


I'm hating Gozo.

I can't see past the shadows.

I am totally giving up on english. I just can't find the motivation to start studying.
I hate keats :(
I don't believe that my writing is good enough either.
I just give up too easily.

I so want to scream!
scream
scream
SCREAM!

Today's weather predicted how I feel
No sun, too much wind and a gray terrible sky..
I also need catching up with my reading.I haven't read a good book in ages! I don't seem to have the time.. for anything!
I don't even have any hobbies? well, I love sleeping, partying, love for fashion. but they are no hobbies.
gaah. off to work soon !

shh

I am loving life at the moment :):)

Glad there's also him in the picture..

nightmares

I am feeling fragile.

anything can crush me right now..

I am getting no sleep. having terrible nightmares.

first day : big tarantulas

second day : loads of snakes running after me in a desert

third day : don't really remember, I just woke up crying and sweating

fourth day : dreamt about big Gurillas and wild animals running in our street

fifth day : haven't slept at all.

sixth day : dreamt of a big black snake

seventh day : my dad killing me with a knife

these nightmares are ruining my sleep..

when I can't sleep I end up having a bad day alltogether.

I'm just not sure what all these dreams mean..

I just neeed my beautyy sleeeppp... FAST!

summertime

• craving summer!

I hate the heat, makes me moody and sticky.
but I tremendously love the sunsets.
especially nights out at Marsalforn. drinking and eating pizza (:

• June o9 is filled with great parties.

But I can't go to all of em!

1. ministry of sound (check)
2. lovesexy (check) only if it is going to be on the 31st of may though.
3. moby + deadmau5 ( maybe) But I so want to attend!

• need moneymoneymoney!

I can't keep on working like this, the money is all gone after 2 weeks time!

and I need to start controlling myself. I can't keep on buying everything I see in shops!

frickled.stud

lilly Allen.
If you asked me a while back if I like lilly allen, I would have said NO. a definite no.
But..
her music is good, and she is also pretty.
her character is strong. something which I def like about her.

people critisize her a LOT, and she still doesn't give a fuck, to put it out so bluntly.
rock on lilly allen (: